Thank you for visiting our precious babys page we found out on 18th july 2007 that our baby girls heart had stopped beating for myself my husband and our children that was to be the end of life as we knew it after that very moment we were told im sorry there no heart beat our lifes changed for ever on 20th july our baby girl was born asleep she was perfect in every way possable from her beautifull cherry red lips to her pretty red nails she was born at 6.06 pm in aberdeen maternaty hospital my husband missed her birth bye a few minutes as i had asked him to get me somthing from another room i deeply regreat that he missed her coming into the world without the support from richard i would not of gotten through the pain and heart ache of the last 2 yrs i know hunny your hurting your self i just wana say thank you for always being there i know hunny you find it too hard to talk about our daughter and i understand giving birth to my angel i thought would of been the hardest thing ever well yes it was but going home and telling our 4 children that there baby sisiter would not be coming home truly did break our hearts being young they didnt really understand the oldest two then 5 and 6 asked when she would come and see us and sophie then 3 asked when we could go to heaven and meet her we berried our angel on 27th of july 2007 we had alot of ppl there and my heart broke all over again seeing my darling husband lower our baby girl in to her grave somthing to parent should ever have to do but sadly lots of us have to every day i cant pretend the hurt is gone as there is and always will be a huge hole in my heart where my baby should be yes its been two years but i still wish with all my heart my baby was here and to this very day i still blame myself for my angel being dead the postmortem said that there was unknowen circumstances although the cord was roung her neck but i was her mummy and i carried her all them months and i didnt realise my baby was strugling to live in side me i went about my every day things while my baby was dieing i should of knowen somthing was wrong i should of been able to save her the what ifs and buts go round and round in my head and i know we shouldnt live in the past i should be and really am greayfull for the gorgeous children we have with us on earth and in a strange way i felt blessed that bethany-skye chose us to be her mummy and daddy although only for a short time while i was pregnant baby i know you wont be able to see this but mummy is so very sorry for not knowing something was wrong and i hope you can forgive me mummy and daddy miss so so much baby becca marc sophie and korey love and miss you more than anything sleep tight baby love mummy xxxxxxxxx